Wishingforhim’s Weblog

im going back to school today, I’ve been sick with a stomach virus, for like 2 day now. For some reason today feels like one of those days when somthing greats going to happen? Funny to say that considering its a rainy day..

I know your probly wondering, what the heck is wishingforhim suposed to mean. Well when I was making this blog like 2 hours before that my ex boyfriend broke up with me. NOTE TO SELF LONG DISTANT REALATIONSHIPS DO NOT WORK. This is how the story goes… I was at this dance that my friends invited me to from their town that I had just unfourtuently moved out of like 6 months ago. They’re all my best friends though in that town. So anyways I go to the dance using somebody elses tickets that they gave me from the school (shame on me I know) and about half way through the dance my friend mandy tells me this chris likes me. Ok im in the shock of my life there for a sec considering I’ve never had a boy friend before and some one actully really likes me. This thought kept popping up in my head about how right before I went to the dance my mom tells me not to do anything I would regret telling her, and I respond.. whats the worse I could do! Eh well from there I get asked to be this kid Chris’s girlfriend. Of course me being in complete awe answering with a YES YES YES!!! from there I sleep over my friends house and then go back home, its kept a total secret the whole entire time from my family. FOR A WHOLE MONTH i dont see chris but we talk on the phone constantly and IM each other lots. It doesnt seem like a good sign when he forgets my birthday… ya I know that really sucked. He was actully in fact planning to break up with me that day, because he apparently according to my friends who go to the same school as him say that he was dumping me for this girl BRIANNE. yup, well of course IM NEVER GOOD ENOFF. over a week we dont talk to each other becuase of all these rumors going around with us. So finally he calls me and we straighten everything out and I realize that I really like this guy. Im down stairs and all of a sudden.. as soon as I’m about to blow out for my late birthday candels today, i get an IM saying how hes breaking up with me! OUCH my heart dropped like 50 feet for a second there. He’s saying how we’ll get back together in the summer again. WTF! IS THIS ALL OF A SICK PLAN FOR HIM??? he says we can be best friends till then and of course desprate me once again agrees. As soon as cakes over i run upstairs and stare at that IM. My face gets all tight and weird and my heart feel like it seriously just shattered in a million peices. I’ve never in my life felt that way before. NEVER! We started driving back to my dads house and in the car my ipod just keeps playing all these stupid songs that make me remind me of chris more and more. Thats when BAM this blog thing popped in my mind. There you have it, thats how this all got started. THE WORST DAY IN THE WORLD SOMTIMES LEADS TO GREAT IDEAS….

Hi my name is paige, and well I seriously can’t keep up with a diary and probly most of you can’t either, so I decided to start my own blog. I mean its not for fame or anything, I could care less if anyone really views it. I just thought it would be cool to have an online dairy sorta thing that people could see without me being totally embaressed. Heres the basics about me… My name is paige and im a pre-teen girl without a lot on her mind. My heart recently got broken and I can’t stand it. I ABSOLUTELY HATE WHEN PEOPLE TRY TO CORRECT MY SPELLING/GRAMMER. yea I probably spelt like 20 things wrong so far…. My hobbies are dance guitar and writing. Oh dont worry you’ll get to know me way more in other posts this is just a starter thing.

luv-paige